Taiwan Nov.07

My birthday

... and it's gonna be 31... oh boy time pass so fast !!

it's been a long time I don't write here, I guess I wasn't in the mood, too many thoughts in my head!... But here we are again...

I guess my honey's Icard is the motive or inspiration that makes me write again...

I know we're going throw a lot of shit... sometimes bad moments, arguments... sometimes good memories and smiles (more than enough to keep trying and fighting for a better future)...

My love thank you so much for your Icard, it means a lot to me... I'm so in love, it's a pain in the ass things has to be so complicated though.

But I've good feelings about my 31st birthday,... for some reason I believe things are gonna change, for a good... let's see...

Thank you so much, my love (I know how much you're trying to change for me) fucking culture difference !!! Thanks a lot my love...

Super love you Chia Chia !!
huge, big, sweet kiss directly to your lips...

love you

...that's why it's worth it to wait for...

waiting

... and I'm waiting, and waiting,
but waiting for what...

It doesn't seems the right moment, it doesn't seems a good time,
maybe I never had one of those, who knows...

so indefensible, so fragile and lost,
maybe to many tensions in our love...

let's wait a little bit more...

Apple Center in Taiwan

I love you Gorgeous !

Those days in Taiwan

… And yes, after more than three months I saw her, I kiss her,

I finally hug her, and yes... I was with her again… I can't believe is done already…

Happiness and sadness, hope and frustration, patience and time are separated with a very thin line these days, and it’s because a situation like that it’s probably difficult to handle… but we will, if we want, we will do it!

I love you Chia Chia.

Now back in Spain, I’m nervous for your return trip to New York, and of course nervous about the uncertain future (nothing new anyway). I really would like to come back to have a life with you in the States, I’m not really sure if any of the other options could work… I guess we’ll see it sooner or later… and meanwhile in the present day I can only say is:

I love you!